What if Hilary were president ...

To this year, after many years of being victim of covert harassment and gathering many clues and evidences, I understand a lot of things. The truth is, during the election of 2008, my support for Barack was just for him to be the Vice President of Hilary Clinton, not the president. I was in fact one of her supporter. However, I didn't like the way some of her zealous supporters acted toward me sometimes. They are probably the reason she lost and also as it has been proved that there was some questionable maneuvers during certain caucuses. They never wanted to hear any criticism of Hilary even a constructive one from another of her supporters as we saw on TV, out of an unexplainable fear. They didn't know that they were in fact scaring people away from Hilary. But let say those coercion tactics could have come from some people who wanted her to loose. There was so much manipulation and many of those manipulators are real master of their art. Anyway, she is the only one that could have bring real change in this country. She is the only one with enough gut to do so. That is one of the reasons she was fought hard against by Republicans hidden as independents and even some Democrats. I wasn't kicking away the idea of Obama being a president too, because it would have been nice if a Black was becoming president. That would help alleviate many of the negative stereotypes again them. So I was seeing Hilary as a president and Barack as the vice-president. I think she lost the primary and wasn't picked up as vice-president because of a conspiracy that Barack himself might not be aware of. There was a lot of manipulation. I was a lot manipulated too. It was the time I was constantly spyed on, people hoping to get ideas to advance their political campaigns, as I was portrayed as a kind of oracle that could have pinpoint the next president. This was role I tried to avoid despite the fact some people was insisting on making me look like so. I guess it was all part of their master plan. I really didn't know anything about Barack before. When during one debate on TV, Dick Cheney was saying that he was inexperienced, I replied that he - Dick - Donald Rumsfeld together have more experience than Barack, but they took the decision that led this country in the most disastrous enterprise in its history, the war in Iraq. And I added that good judgement is what we needed, more than experience, since no one can have enough experience when it comes to power. I was stunned to hear Barack echoed the very same phrases I said. And then later this kind of things occurred many time again during the campaign. When it comes to Hilary, the advice that she followed that I gave but too late, was the one to be surrounded by less women and instead appear with more men in order to appease the fear of many male voters against some of her feminist views. If she had done so early, she would have won the primary. I don't know if she could have been president, since so many Republicans and even many Democrats were plotting agains her. I heard many people say that they want any dynasty - what they didn't say when it comes to the Bush. The Clinton could have been the only couple in the History of the US to be presidents, both the husband and then the wife. I suspect that many people were jealous of that. But I am more incline to think that she could have won over the presidency over Mc-Cain - a great man for who I have a lot of admiration, the problem he seems to be in the wrong party. No doubt she is one who could have really brought Change in this country, with her boldness. I am almost sure that both Barack and Hilary didn't take the decision to spy on me. It might have been done by some people who wanted certainly to push them to the top. I could have even generously share my ideas without the necessity for anyone to use those approaches. Then when Hilary lost the primary I was still hoping that she would be picked as vice president. In fact I played some of the game, hoping for both to get to the top, thinking that the two top finalist of the primary were automatically pt on the ticket for president and vice-president. So at certain moment I was minding Barack being on top as long as Hilary was picked too.   But it didn't happen and I was very disappointed. Joe Biden was picked. Not a bad choice too, he is a man straight forward who seems to speak his mind. I do like that from him.
So here we are with many of Bush policies continuing. I hope some day Bush will realize what a disaster his policies were for basic human rights for the economy. He - and Dick Cheney - bears all the responsibilities since he was the president who signs all those bills. Dick is one that people mention less but who might even bear more responsibilities than Bush. So life go on, no time to regret. I hope the Clintons will still be able to do a lot in the political arena in the future. All I can say, Barack was picked since the beginning by a group of persons who just needed to legitimate their choice, by using any of us they could. And I still wonder why they needed to make it look like the "Oracle" pointed at him too.

National wide lack of creativity and leadership

Extreme Lack of creativity compulsion or whatever name you want to call it.

Since I am in this country, I have been victim of a kind of invasion of privacy by some government agencies that have been using me as guinea pig for different kid of study. You know that US government has been involved with many cases of human experiments, from the “marshmallow test” - where kids where tested on how they will react in a front of a marshmallow - to the “Tuskegee experiment” - where many Black men where infected with syphilis a left to without medication to know how they are going to die -, not talking about many other where people where subject to radioactive poisoning. The most stupid about what I am subject, there are people watching my behavior and thinking they have to draw certain conclusions or run to the certain shows that they think I might watch to tell me how I should behave. It’s became a pattern. It goes from trying to tell me what I should eat or wear to chasing me in the subway system with some anorexic girl as the the type women I should get involved. I guess they are trying breeding experiment since I kept telling them thank you and that I am not interested in those girls. It’s hypocrite since what I need is a financing of projects I am working on instead girls I cannot afford to take to a date. One day, one of those stalker took me for a lunch to know better about my plans - I know now that she is one of them. She couldn’t understand why I needed to take milk shake that day. I had to explain to her that I don’t need an advice from her. I never been sick for more than ten years expect one mild cold every other year, I am lacto-vegetarian, practice Yoga, learned to know my body. So I think I can afford not to be paranoid and have soda once a month or milk shake from mac donald once or twice a month without having pretentious people trying to tell how unhealthy it is. Please start taking care of this country food issue and forget about me. I am not taking advice from any American nutritionist after all the wrong concept I hear about food and health everyday. Please stop giving 1% fat free milk to babies and mercury based vaccins expecting to make them healthy. And I hope you find inspiration somewhere else than my private life. That is really sad that it has to come down to this. I just have to cuddle a dog for that the next on CBS, ABC, NBC, CNN and FoxNews it will be shows, news, advisors speaking about dogs associated with the numbers 27, xx27, 27xxx, xx72 or 9, telling how they should be treated. No wonder why the US school system is 27 world wild and that China is taking the lead of the world. This is happening because some ignorant and pretentious people are thinking that they have to tell people what they have to do and make money doing so.

Ben Wyse

To learn more this google “Operation Mocking Bird”, on how the US government was using news organization and media as weapon to destroy people. You will understand its new form where show like Dr Phil - used to tell healthy people how they are sick -, “judge” Judy - to tell them how wrong they are .....

Sad and ridiculous.

Funny, it is happening during Obama time: The "change" we can believe in.